It has been a while since I have posted on this blog or if I am honest written anything personal. Of course, I have excuses other than just being a horrible blogger. The library I work at is growing by leaps and bounds (suck on that every person who says libraries are obsolete). Also, I have been taking classes which has required a lot of academic writing (sometimes interesting, more often boring). The predominant reason I have not posted very often is that the presidential campaign, the election, and now the aftermath have left me depressed, angry, scared, and so bewildered I have not really known what to even say. I find myself identifying with Trudy the bag lady from The Search for Signs of Intelligent Life saying: "Reality is the leading cause of stress among those in touch with it." For those of you unfamiliar with that reference you absolutely must watch Lily Tomlin in the one woman performance. You can read the play by Jane Wagner , but the written word will not compare to seeing it and hearing it.

But sticking one's head in the sand and ignoring the ignorance, cruelty, and complete dismantling of our democracy and civil rights is also wrong and it is a privilege that many people do not have. Of course, there are horrible things happening right now that do personally affect me. The shuttering of the Institute for Library and Museums is terrible for my entire profession. It is an attack on education, literacy, freedom of information, and will definitely have a greater adverse impact on lower income and minority communities that desperately need services that public libraries provide. 

 

According to Kareem Weaver, a professional educator and the co-founder and executive director of

FULCRUM (Full and Complete Reading is a Universal Mandate), “Literacy is our greatest civil right.

If you can’t read you can’t access anything in our society” (The Right to Read). I know that my

profession (and love of books) makes me biased but I believe that public libraries are essential to

promoting literacy, love of reading, and learning by providing free access to books,

but also a multitude of free programs such as storytimes, book clubs, author visits, etc. 

 

I have already written profusely about book banning and the vilification of libraries and

librarians for supposedly peddling pornography i.e. anything that has LGBTQ characters. 

Not surprising that the persecution of LGBTQ individuals and the culture wars involving

"woke" or "pornographic" literature have worsened since November. You're shocked, right? 

I keep trying to channel the Lorax, but instead of saying "I speak for the trees" I am saying 

"I speak for the youth that need books that speak their truth". 

 

As important as libraries are to me personally, I know that they are not the most important issue (or 

travesty) even happening right now in our country.  There are human beings being deported to torture

prisons in another country, and for some unknown reason we as in American taxpayers are footing

the bill for this. Strange isn't it that the way to really get through to so many voters is to discuss 

the taxpayer cost rather than the complete disregard for civil rights and human life.

 

Of course, this go backs to why people voted the way they did in the first place. According to all of the 

polls the economy was the number one factor in this election. I really do not want to debate with

my neighbors, relatives, fellow Americans that decided that the price of eggs was more important than the

lives and rights of anyone that is different from them, or was not deterred by Trump being a convicted felon, 

a racist, a rapist, completely without any morals and willing to sell out our country for flattery and money.

 

It is difficult right now. I have family members that belong to a conservative church that is pro Trump, 

anti-vaccine (even though my own family member is going through chemo therapy), anti-LGBTQ, etc.

It is difficult to comprehend and it is even harder to play nice as in smile, be polite, make small talk, and 

all of those other social niceties that sometimes require us to completely ignore everything that we think,

believe. or have learned. 

I am exhausted. It has been not even been six months and I am tired of this administration and it's cruelty,

greed, and absolute incompetence and stupidity. I say this as a straight, white woman in a monogamous

marriage so I cannot even imagine the fear anyone who is not white or straight or already married with

children feels.

 

To all of those people that voted for Trump: prices and taxes will not go down (unless you are a billionaire),

someone that you know who relies on services will be hurt, someone that you know will suffer because 

critical research, grants, relief, etc. that may help them has been discontinued, and the rights of someone

that you know or care for will trampled upon and disregarded for profit or political gain.

 

I honestly do not know what else to say about what is happening right now. I highly doubt that anyone's

minds will be changed by this post. More than likely no one will even read it. But I know that I 

will have expressed what I feel and believe. In conversations with other librarians I have said that I will

always do my best to be polite, kind, and professional, but that does not mean that I owe people respect,

deference, or false equivalence for their completely idiotic opinions. 

That is it. I cannot currently say any more about what is going on with this administration without

resorting to four letter words. Also, anything I post will also lead to me being investigated by the 

DOJ. Haha, you think that I am joking but that is probably true right now.

Anyways, peace out. Please, keep reading all of the books. I do not care if it is smut, nonfiction, 

fantasy, graphic novels, whatever. Just keep reading.